Editing age

“Editing age” means.. changing my latest age number into 24 on my Social media pages. Ugh! Just the thought of it makes me a little bit weird. When I said Social Media pages its gonna be on Tumblr, Twitter, Pinterest, Blogpost, Youtube and maybe even on Facebook if it’s not gonna Auto-add-one-year Oh well this is life and for how many years we always accept the fact that we will not gonna be younger and stay as pretty as what we look now, motivated and sometimes powerful (in terms of the level of energy our body must utilize).

Currently playing: Chocolate by The 1975 I’m craving for some literally but because I’m sick right now I just can’t at the moment which is kinda sad ugh. Maybe 2-3 days from now? Hopefully I’ll be okay, back to my old self, no cold, no coughs. I’ll just wait for my complete recovery then. Why is it that this “Trangkaso” episodes will always be evident days before my birthday? Mmmm. I remembered when I was in high school, as part of our traditions we tend to celebrate the Holy Mass on the day of our birth to give thanks to the Lord for the blessings he showered upon me all this time for how many years, not only to me but also to my family and relatives. Occasionally this day might also fall on Easter Sundays and even on Maundy Thursdays.

It just occured to me that having these bad days even before on my birthday would be a blessing in disguise, a form of consequence or for a lot of things. I really don’t have to take everything seriously without taking breaks in between. I mean I’ve been focusing on my review quite some time now and I just realized that I’ve been carelessly giving less time for my body and mind to rest even for a day that leads to always keeping myself up to the pressure of whatever this exam gives to me.

I must put myself first, body, mind and soul. To keep a healthy disposition for everyday, maintaining good relationships with my family and friends. To be always reminded that this life is borrowed, either we live it or put it just to waste. I’m blessed up to this day and I know this and I thank the God Almighty forever.

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Feeling Pressured

Right now I’m currently facing my laptop looking for some study strategies over Google about my upcoming ASCP exam this January of the 3rd week. Assuming there’s somebody out there that felt the exact same thing somehow regarding this exam and to whoever is feeling the mutual situation even not the exact same situation but at least right?  Hoooh! My mind is kinda weird and complicated right now , but I have this feeling na I’m somewhat confident but I’m feeling kinda scared. huhuhuhu Oh well . This is it. I’m moving forward, there’s no coming back. God bless to me!