Season of Weakness

I’m easily affected with sadness.

It gets inside me like a fluid.

It enters my soul without my permission.

And it even stayed for awhile

I’m not sure what’s the reason

but I know exactly what it meant

that as of now I’m powerless

motivated, determined but real as af powerless

my mind is so strong my heart is getting weak

my hopes and dreams stated unclearly

my path blurred with all the lies

I hear, I see and I feel

I’m mad with weakness for being here

I’m unsatisfied with fate

maybe because I don’t believe

in being independent with no one

powerful realizing I’m weak inside and out

pride or not

needless of words

Just look into my eyes

and take a wander to my eagerness

this weakness is no place

as big as my aspirations be

This season must end

This season must end.

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Some of us are interested, driven yet our actions are limited: ASTROHOPE for the better

via Daily Prompt: Better

 

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I remember way back before when I’m in my childhood days, I always hope and pray for a better tomorrow especially with the fact that I came from a broken family.

despite from the loneliness that I feel from time to time with events like my family members arguing about parenting, education, guidance and the like I always Papa God for his assistance and the prayer intentions for both of my troubled parents. Even with a young soul, I have before with the years gone by without their support from there I slowly grasp the truth and lies of my childhood, accepting them through my tears and keeping up with my peers just to be shifted.

truly angels are ever present in our world and I wanna thank them especially My grandparents for being more responsible than my own parents. Without them, I can never see myself to be professional and a responsible human being. Their ways and ideas might not be as modern as compared to anything else, but it was the best method I’ve experienced and I’m truly grateful for their existence and from then on I promised myself I’ll be a much better role model for the youngsters and the society itself.

I wanted my parents to be better in the future- that’s my idea before

but up until now, even though how much they wanted to be better for me and my siblings, with just their intentions and no plausible efforts sadly I think this idea is somewhat vague

We grow from our experiences and continue to be better.