I’m easily affected with sadness.
It gets inside me like a fluid.
It enters my soul without my permission.
And it even stayed for awhile
I’m not sure what’s the reason
but I know exactly what it meant
that as of now I’m powerless
motivated, determined but real as af powerless
my mind is so strong my heart is getting weak
my hopes and dreams stated unclearly
my path blurred with all the lies
I hear, I see and I feel
I’m mad with weakness for being here
I’m unsatisfied with fate
maybe because I don’t believe
in being independent with no one
powerful realizing I’m weak inside and out
pride or not
needless of words
Just look into my eyes
and take a wander to my eagerness
this weakness is no place
as big as my aspirations be
This season must end
This season must end.
via Daily Prompt: Better
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I remember way back before when I’m in my childhood days, I always hope and pray for a better tomorrow especially with the fact that I came from a broken family.
despite from the loneliness that I feel from time to time with events like my family members arguing about parenting, education, guidance and the like I always Papa God for his assistance and the prayer intentions for both of my troubled parents. Even with a young soul, I have before with the years gone by without their support from there I slowly grasp the truth and lies of my childhood, accepting them through my tears and keeping up with my peers just to be shifted.
truly angels are ever present in our world and I wanna thank them especially My grandparents for being more responsible than my own parents. Without them, I can never see myself to be professional and a responsible human being. Their ways and ideas might not be as modern as compared to anything else, but it was the best method I’ve experienced and I’m truly grateful for their existence and from then on I promised myself I’ll be a much better role model for the youngsters and the society itself.
I wanted my parents to be better in the future- that’s my idea before
but up until now, even though how much they wanted to be better for me and my siblings, with just their intentions and no plausible efforts sadly I think this idea is somewhat vague
We grow from our experiences and continue to be better.