I’m a Virtual Assistance for an E-commerce store within the Web World. It didn’t occur to me before that it was possible until it’s done. All I keep in my mind is that I needed to land this kind of job this kind of pay to be able to move along with my life. It has been a lifetime of frustrations of pain and adventures but one thing is literally for sure, I’m keeping my faith and my fate in this battle of life.
How come I know?
Amidst of the lack of motivations sometimes I tend to create a prison of thoughts in my mind leading my ideas and feelings shattered all at once without the certainty of someone to back you up everytime you fall. This is the good thing about being “Hopeful” in many languages hope is confusing, Hope is uncertain and sometimes Hope is a lost soul wandering for an escape.
I love the way opportunities that came as a blessing blessed my way. This for sure prevents me from keeping the itsy bitsy problems that I keep on having since then. I don’t keep the promise that I make because of being selfish. I didn’t imagine life as good as for the others even so I’ came from a good line of names, just names, alone it can not guarantee your soul for a place in this mad world.
Do struggle to survive, this is my motivational phrase right now. Having good ol friends and special people in your life were all just an added bonus. This vast growing questions within the world and within us are all answerable with what we give a damn about it.
You matter and life matters.
Grow and stay curious. Stop the hate and Keep moving forward my friend. You are special and you can do it!
So, here I am again brainstorming on what specific blog post to share with you guys. Actually, I’ve been busy lately illustrating, designing for clients with my Freelancing career and I never thought of getting back to writing and blogging again but here I am facing my laptop on a Monday Morning. For a usual and expert blogger, they don’t really mind thinking of ideas what to post on a daily basis because their life, friends, family, clients, food, money, travel stories are enough topics to generate new blog ideas to post.
Well, for me, I really don’t have the variety of transactions made in just a day. For a self-taught web graphic artist like me, it’s possible to have those “nothing to do at the moment” and absorbing the chill pill dimension, just for now. Well, just for the record I’m not a professional graphic designer hence I’m a Professional Registered Medical Technologist if you want to know few facts about me CLICK HERE
Meanwhile, I did this post to let you know that I’ll start blogging again with the help of a blogger’s 100 ideas on what to post on a blog site. Generating a random number from 1-50 to start getting my Blogging life back. So it’s no. 29 and this excites me.
Keep posted for my #29 random pick blog post idea.
If you have blog ideas suggestions, feel free to comment and thank you for reading!
Good Monday Morning! Always be safe – wordsmelt
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I’m easily affected with sadness.
It gets inside me like a fluid.
It enters my soul without my permission.
And it even stayed for awhile
I’m not sure what’s the reason
but I know exactly what it meant
that as of now I’m powerless
motivated, determined but real as af powerless
my mind is so strong my heart is getting weak
my hopes and dreams stated unclearly
my path blurred with all the lies
I hear, I see and I feel
I’m mad with weakness for being here
I’m unsatisfied with fate
maybe because I don’t believe
in being independent with no one
powerful realizing I’m weak inside and out
pride or not
needless of words
Just look into my eyes
and take a wander to my eagerness
this weakness is no place
as big as my aspirations be
This season must end
This season must end.
I just don’t thrill me anymore. I mean who else wanted to hear problems all the time? at home? even wherever you visit all over the globe? with friends or even alone having thoughts like that?
Oh well, I think it depends on a person how they managed them fore themselves but for me I felt like I was full about them. It makes no difference if I tackle it in different times and chances with or w/o someone else. if it plausible to have a solution about it it can be done but if it’s with the impossobilities I’m not really sure about that.
I listen but I’m passive- that’s me as of today.
W.H. Auden named it 70 years ago, and our latest age of anxiety is one of Xanax, fidget spinners, and constant swiping.
via The New Age of Anxiety — Longreads